Tuesday, February 8, 2011


Ever have one of those moments when some feral beast buried within you comes to the forefront? All your hackles go up and you can all but hear yourself emitting a low growl. Without a clear reason why, you have some primitive sense of danger.

Such was the case with me this morning when I checked my email and saw that there were new comments to my blog post yesterday. I read through a couple of comments that were in general agreement with what I posted. Then I opened another, posted anonymously, and immediately got a big bad case of the creeps. Then I got a big bad case of What-The-Fuck?! Then I chalked it up to the rantings of a (possibly drunken) lunatic. I hit the "delete comment" button. I felt it really had nothing to do with the topic of my post and that it was just way too "out there."

It nagged at me that I was so quick to censor. Maybe I missed something. Maybe I jumped to judgment too fast. So, I read it again. In fact, I read it at least a half a dozen times more. The more I read it, the more it creeped me out - like I'd received a letter from Ted Kaczynski kind of creep me out. Even so, I feel compelled to share it here. Maybe because I'm looking for a hand to hold in solidarity against this dark lunacy. Maybe I'm just looking for validation. Maybe because what repels me also fascinates me and I'm geek enough to want to share a view of the squirming bug under the microscope. Regardless, here it is in its entirety (complete with misspells). To my Faithful Readers, I'd love to hear your thoughts, views, opinions - yes, even from you, Anonymous, if you're reading this... but, you're pretty damned creepy.

I should add one small "legal" note: The views expressed by this person are absolutely not in any way, shape, or form the views of Black Ink Pad and/or Barb Black.

Posted in comments at 10:28 PST in response to Oh Say, Can't You See?:

"So many people don't care about global warming. They disregard the need for conservation and instead drive SUVs. They don't care about the Federal deficit/debt (outside of partisanship) and they don't care earning $400k for an $80,000/year job will eventually bankrupt the country. They have awarded themselves $400k pay and retirement packages, loading up their friends on the payroll during the boom 90s through the real estate bust while all services which the program were intended to fund now get cut to pay for it.
They think they are going sometime during/at the end of this life, and disregard the poor souls who are left behind.
Sounds like the Italians who were used to plan World War II and the Holocaust, and not by accident.
These are the people who will be here in the United States when bankruptcy is declared and society deteriorates into chaos. And they will deserve the anarchy which ensues.
The gods used the Italians to ruin life in the 20th century.
The gods used the Italians to ruin life in A.D. with The Church.
The Church controlled Western Civilization. As the largest land owner in Europe they controlled the monarchies. They were responsbile for slavery, revenge for African invasion and rape of Italy. They created religious discontent, ultimately leading to the disfavored dumping ground known as the United States.
And each generation of these Italians were sold on "earning", only to be reincarnated as a lesser life form subsequently, punishment for their evil.
"The West Bank, where the end of the world will begin." With xtianity.
The gods are the commensurate rapist pathology, focussed on control.
It is appropriate they picked the Italians for the downfall of man. The perception offered is exactly how the gods are. Unfortunate for the Italians, they were deliberately altered to match this pathology so the god's behavior could be justified in the context of the god's positioning.
I will forever regret and resent being picked for this event.
I'm just a poor girl in a rich man's house.
I may not have learned as much as I have but I WOULD have gotten more done and made more progress, and at the end of this life that's all that matters. We will all be reincarnated and must re-learn about the gods and their methodology in each sucessive life.
This is the worst possible senario in my life.
I demand I take my hatred for the gods forward to the next life, legacy from cradle-to-grave abuse.
The empty promise is I will have a real chance of going, and if I retain this experience there is no way in damngod motherfuckers that would ever be possible. Secret is they have the freedom to remind me of this life in a future life, "executive priveledge" retained, sabotaging all progress up to that point. And they WILL utilize this tactic.
This is a lost cause. They entered this committment knowing they would escape its obligation. They positioned in a guarentee to fail, ensuring the are not to blame for their failed empty promise and therefore not obliged to make it up to me in a future life.
The upside down star is my symbol. There is of course no Satan. That's just the gods with different clothes on.
You're all in big, big trouble. Everyone who failed to ascend before 1900 is. But the importance of this Situation is to ensure people learn the god's system while they have enough time to fix their relationship and ascend before The End.
Don't forget:::Ascending into "heaven" is not the same as entering clone hosting. One is good while the other is evil. The clue is their request to work multiple clone hosts to "earn", for if you were welcome into heaven you would be invited directly. My example of someone who ascended is John Muir. His "fake" went on to accomplish BUT NOT IN A DISCIPLINE WHICH HURT PEOPLE OR PROVIDED FOR SOME TEMPTATION. What happens after speaks volumes.
You're on the clock. This is where the cream rises to the top."

There you have it folks. Tell me you're not just a little creepified by this!


  1. i am creeped out by this, and a little, ok, more than a little, perplexed. Huh... i would love to hear what others think, and i hope "anon" returns to shed a little light.

  2. Honestly this reads like a lot of spam that used to fill my old work e-mail account. Rambling, nonsensical, conspiracy theory rantings-- often punctuated with what read like snippets of Papa Hemingway... all swagger & braggadocio, intermingled with lousy / unnecessary punctuation & phallic references.

    I say don't sweat the spam (Spam = what happens with leftover lips & ass-- it gets canned & sold to others).

  3. I have to admit to being mostly perplexed and really can't see the point. I'm not sure it's worth giving any energy to.

  4. You are surrounded by white light, and so is your art. People like this can't permeate it. Delete it, forget it, and if it happens again, report it. Love to you.

  5. Okay, wow. I hope that's Spam and not some lunatic's creed.

  6. Yeah, nothing like a spot of wild ranting to creep everyone out, is there? I think Steph is absolutely right in what she says, although I think I'd be tempted to report it to see if it's possible to block that person, if that's at all possible. (and I know it's 'anon', but I'm sure the boffins at 'blogger' can trace stuff)


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